We sink

History test today. Pretty confident.. Of a pass that is. School has been passing fast, registered for IC today. Probably no lessons tomorrow as im helping out at the millennium race.

I think im not really going anywhere in life. As in I dont really have any goals. Longterm goals that is. Im just going with the flow. All the way. Should i be aiming for something? Or just follow the path. Was the path made or am i suppose to make it. Whee, i'll grow up and be a hermit. Live under a shelter and brew tea. Omnomnom. So many questions, so little time. Speaking of the time its 11:48, i should get to sleep. Goodnight.

false hope feels good

Supposed to wake up at 8.30 this morning to play. Woke up at 8:29 but thought that the others wouldnt get up so i went back to sleep. Finally woke up at 9.30 and took a bath and got dressed. Had breakfast downstairs, nurses prepared the food. Vinegar at the max. Service was pretty long. Decided not to go to LAN with the guys but stayed and played hymns on the piano instead before lunch with Mat, Ali and Yurong. Yurong and carebear emo. Lunch at thai express where i got a membership and a bottle of wine which went to Ali. Gaah. Omnomnom and walking around J8 for abit before going back to corp. Dinner with relatives at night, cousins Yan Ren and Pei Shi. Been awhile since i see them.

Birthdays why do we celebrate them? Is there actually a significance? Oh well. School tomorrow. I want offday offday offday.

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Birthday yesterday on the 26.

Just another day. Why do people celebrate it? Never grew up with the tradition of celebrating.

Cheryl got her Tung ling graduation for 3 months. TTC for me?

I dont know.
Dota dota.
Dont sleep you!

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You give a little love and it all comes back to you

I wish i could believe those words but you know it isnt entirely true.
You Give a Little Love - Bugsy Malone (Links to Imeem
Its a nice song, listen to it through.

Secondly, validation. I want off tomorrow and the day after.



Thanks Esh.

I want to shoot myself.

Woke up feeling sad already. Kept quiet for most of the morning.

Show at corp at 2. Fireproof, warmed up and talked abit. Playing with a lighter is fun. A little tea session after Movie and Discussion and then Mat came up to have a look at my com since it was giving some problems. Apparently the Motherboard is faulty. Dinner at KFC with Cedric, Mat and Rachel where Yurong and David joined us then Joel came. Rented a Russian movie called Nightwatch(Daywatch too) Fairly intresting. Yurong doing her work and writing notes of the movie. Cedric on the com. Everyone else lost at the movie(save Mat). I want to watch the sequel.

Supper at Mengs Kitchen.

Having repressive feelings or just sad and emo or whatever it is. Unsure of it. My thinkings have been said to be thinkings of a Buddhist or Taoist. Unsure of which is the one that thinks of Balance in life. Typical Chinese thinking? If so, fate doesnt have anything good for me. Its as if it were toying with my feelings. Playing around with me. False hope. Or is there no fate. Do we make it. If we make it, wouldnt we hurt others in the process of getting what we want? Is there never a win win situation. Action Reaction? Well, its different from Cause Effect. Action reaction is A reacts to B, Cause Effect is A having an Effect on himself/herself where B was just involved for A to do the action on. Can there never be a world where what you do does not affect another person? You take some you lose some? I guess im on a losing streak.

Summarise of thinkings? I dont know.

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Holidays have arrived. A weeks break. Wonder what i'll do.

Guan You's Worship was good yesterday, distracted when Charmaine tapped me on the shoulder. Oh well. Computer isnt doing so well. Crash, MSN not working. Really getting on my nerves.

bllllllaaaaaaaa

Why do we think so hard about life

Razrazrazmaz
skateupdatelaterlol

Knowing mistakes and fixing them are awesome (eng?)

Last week of school, been skating on Thursday and Friday. Back injuries. Wanted to go down to Bebok on saturday with Zong. Rain. Greg pangsehed us. Oh well. Just and update.
Coleman claims he can go for Oscars after making me think i pissed him off. Warcraft maps are tainted. King of cow is gay(and cool).

well thats about it.
I want to omnomnom and Shaolin Acolyte

Got to tidy my room
Got to tidy my wardrobe
Got to get stuff signed
Got to study for my test tomorrow.

I have a fever, a skate fever, Time To Skate.
Skate

Tomorrow, Skate.

Common Test results as followed (Upon 100%)

E Math: 64%
ClB: Pass
Biology: 70%
Physics: 88% combined with Chemistry: 78% = 83%
Combined Humanities of Social Studies and History: 41%
English: 56%

Heh, English, didnt do the paper propely. I didnt expect to score so high for Physics and Biology either.
Pfft
Combined humans?
Pfft.
pfft

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