Its the Christmas season again, and im blogging due to the lack of post. Im not really thinking right now, just typing away, nothing is coming to my mind. First of all i would i like to say that for the past week i have been feeling depressed, if you have seen me and not noticed i find it fairly dissapointing. In the past days i have found that i might not be what i think i am, i may not stand where i think i am. Also its Christmas, lonely feeling, there isnt the joy. Id rather not elaborate.