Wanted to post two days ago. Procrastination. Ends now, gonna start studying this monday. I really need to do well for my exams.

Yesterday was the Rugby match against ACS:I. Went down to support the team. I think by the time you reach Sec 3 you sort of learn that there is a point in coming and you cheer because you want to not because you have to unlike when I was in sec 1. Jerrold didnt want to go. Pfft. Must drill the spirit into their heads at a young age. The atmosphere at the match was awesome. Gentleman's game? I think not. Curses being flung everywhere. Such enthusiasm. Anyways (ANYWAYS) we won (Its the anyway thing) and we got a half day today.

Life's been pretty meh lately, everyone seems to be doubting. Which is good i guess since doubting is the pre of believing. Or is it? I think that if one doubts he has two ways to go, he can turn indifferent for start believing, doubting isnt only the starting steps to believing, it is also the starting steps to indifference, its a two way thing really think about it.

Theory A <-----Doubting-----> Theory B

One could have believed in theory A and then started to doubt it that would mean he would start beliving in Theory B or C etc wouldnt it? Oh well, tired, just pushed Daniel's car from the Junction at corp to Sin Ming. Time to sleep and not think. RELAX brah

Boston>BonJovi? Bostoooon
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Back from Clarence's farewell party. All the best overseas Clarence. Played Guitar Hero World Tour. I think rock (Classic moreof) is a nice genre, fun to shout and sing, which might be why i have a sore throat right now.

Inspired to get a job and buy a Xbox 360 and get Rockband. Well, sunday, back to emothy

Cheers
What to do. What to do. All this for a year and a few months and im just giving up? What is this. Am I the individual? The post matches what i was thinking of myself. Pure coincidence? Oh well. We sink.

If we are heading in the direction i presume we are.

I shall be free

Where do i begin. Its the same feeling. Void throb feeling. False hope tasted good, but then reality had to kick in. Thinking you lost something isnt so bad. Knowing that you have lost something, hurts. Its hard to say. Almost impossible to explain, especially in a blog post.

What achievements have i made? Will i be remembered? What am I compared to others? Nothing. This is why we are on the losing side, this is why we sink. We sink.

Help me.

Left my house around 2 yesterday for Zongs Birthday. Fun fun fun. Just like the last time we visited, ROCKBAND. Fun filled everyone singing and nonsense. Laksa at dinnertime was awesome, after dinner, more Rockband. It gets very fun when 14 people start singing Snow - Red Hot Chilli Peppers even more fun when singing Happy Birthday. Cabbed back to corp with David, Darren and Jedi (Dropped at hougang) Price shouldve been around $18 for the end split into 4. Fetched Clarence from airport and had supper at TongShui. Peanut butter omnomnom.

Cadet welcome service next day, at least i didnt screw up the Band Message. Lunched at thomson with Jon, Clarence, Coleman, Ken and Tim. Met Glenn. In his top man shirt seh. Following that L4D at downtime. Really fun.

Life is great yeah? hmm.