Where do i begin. Its the same feeling. Void throb feeling. False hope tasted good, but then reality had to kick in. Thinking you lost something isnt so bad. Knowing that you have lost something, hurts. Its hard to say. Almost impossible to explain, especially in a blog post.

What achievements have i made? Will i be remembered? What am I compared to others? Nothing. This is why we are on the losing side, this is why we sink. We sink.

Help me.