I want cream cheese bagel.

Or Cream Cheese Pretzel.

Man, i miss the states.

I need to pack my room. Its really messy. Had braces put in.

Today was fun. Filmed for the SAY GoodFriday thing. Met new people. Sounds fair.

Feeling nothing at all.

the only pain is to feel nothing at all

If only i could go back. I want to, I wish to. It was all better. Stupid choices lead to dire consequences.

I pray to go back.

Heh. Just got to live with it. Who am I to ask, to know? Oh well. Might as well make time useful. Never know, something good might just come out. Abit unsure of my feelings now. Hmm.

Pfffffffffffft.

I wish i couldn't care less.

Unfortunately, quotes come from people, and people don't go through everything in a single life.

Its been awhile since i cried/teared.

Someone talk to me please? sigh.

If its like that, then just say it la, don't hide hide all. If you are that is.

Nevermind, its the Lunar New Year. Visited my grandparents today. Aparently when visitng Gramps, i met this two families who were my dad's Nephews although they were around his age (Generation gap) So, today i learnt that i have about 6 more 2nd degree Nieces and 3 more 2nd degree Nephews whom i've never met. Rather intresting. And i have cousins around my dad's age. Awesome.

Well, i'll end here.

I've got a great idea, i'm gonna wait right here

The worthy, the unworthy and me.

Why.

So not in the mood for studying right now. Maybe after 'dinner'. Tired but i don't want to sleep. There's so many things i want to do. Sigh. gah.

'Better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all'

Arrgh. I have absolutely no idea what to do. I can't concentrate on my studies.

I know exactly how i feel. I'm sure i do. But i don't understand what is happening.


gah.

I should really update this sad excuse for a blog since i need to balance out studying and not (I'm pretty good with the not). Perhaps two posts a week? Someone needs to remind me. Okay, where should we start. Lets talk about school.

Its about the fifth week of school already (Time flies. Someone fed it redbull) Its really passing fast, not exaggerating. So much to do and so little time. Every class seems to end so quickly except for english. An hour of english feels like three. Regardless, this is probably one of the fastest paced lessons i've had so far in my life. Not really feeling stressed, well, abit, but it's the good form of stress. I guess i'm doing fine.

Social life on the other hand has not been treating me that well. Well not all of it. There's alot of good parts. Maybe i should go out with my Classmates this saturday (I will).

So much to do, so little time. I guess i'll end of here. I might update this about my US trip. Soon i guess. Until next time.

Oxygen, pump.
Oxygen.
I need its bp. Quick.
220!
220?
Sir its heartrate is rising.
Number quick.
160
Oh no
-Bleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep-
Quick, defib unit now. 200 Volts.
Charging, clear.
Clear one.
No response.
250 Volts.
Charging, clear.
Clear two.
Heartrate back to normal sir, bp has been reduced.
How is it.
This blog is in a coma.