You know, what's really respectable is people who can be indifferent to a matter of a sort and yet still care for the person that they have a scruff with. Being able to not let a situation bother you, yet being able to show care.

No no no, that wasn't applying to like bgr's, but rather friends rubbing off badly with other friends. Obviously totally ignoring and disregarding a situation is not a good idea, and caring about the situation and letting it bother you isn't either. Learning to accept people. Tough.

I like how Shout Unto God is a real goosebump song.

Cheryl's friend James came down yesterday to share with the worship team and had a mini-workshop. He's really good at what he was doing. 6 months and I'll do my best to be like in.

On another note, I'm giving up.

Got lost around Queenstown, Commonwealth and Queensway with Penn Goh today in order to purchase boots.

On the course of the journey i made two new friends. In the bus with Penn, he told me to look out the side. There was this little girl in a taxi waving to us, so we waved back. I proceeded to head bang and she copied. Rather adorable. The other was another little kid in the MRT waving at us. Small kids are cute.

Anyway got a pair of boots now. 6km run. Tired a bit.

Heh, these feelings are all to familiar to be uncanny. Smart thing to do would be to not indulge myself in them. Never works out fine now does it?

This little thinking space is nice. I write sentences and erase them, giving me the opportunity to think about what I'm saying thoroughly. Infact every paragraph consists of way much more.

If only you were on my side, but then how could I ever betray what you believe in right now? My decision was definitely the only possible way to go on. I don't have anything to gain do I? How extreme life can be, its almost humorous. A dark humoresque, to the favor of those who despise me? I cannot please everybody, especially myself.

Tomorrow's the end of prelims, a lot more time for myself to go through my various choices of path.

Just finished about 7 pages worth of notes. Feeling rather proud of myself, for no apparent reason. Prelims have been going rather well. Felt like I did well for Math and Biology already.

Been discovering 'new' songs. Songs that are old in chronology but new to me after playing for worship on sundays with Kat's team. Agnus Dei and Before the Throne of God Above. Really good. Horribly under-performing though. I must strive to do better.

Life's been what I make of it. Choosing to shelve any problems. I should stick to what I wanted to do. Perhaps I shall have a long reflective post tomorrow.

Being unable to follow up with what I planned.

argh.

Its 10.28 in the morning and I've decided to blog while waiting for my breakfast to heat up.

Dreaming about my future. Makes me believe that I actually ask for a lot. I believe one cannot write an insightful blogpost in 3 minutes so take this as a prelude to what I'll probably write tonight. If I remember.

No idea what I'm on about now.