Fitting in.

Have you ever had the gut feeling that everyone hates you? Or at least almost everyone. Which then leads you to start thinking and reflecting on what could possibly have everyone hate you and after which, concluding that you're subconsciously annoying, although it wouldn't subconscious anymore as you'd probably watch what you're doing.

Soon after, you'd start thinking about what could possibly make you annoying and you'd probably come up with a few points, which would probably revolved around social attitude and response to peers and acquaintances. From about here, you'd pick out points about yourself that suck, for example, I picked out that I'm complacent and tend to do the wrong things at the wrong time.

After reflecting about it, chances are people would tell you oh, its alright. But then, these people are the people who love you for what you are, that happy, complacent, socially unaware person living in a bubble world. Thinking further, you'd realise that there are some people you absolutely loathe you for being what you are. So you'd think, should I change for them just as I did before, getting myself to what I am now. After a few hours you conclude:

I can't please everyone in this world.

So continues your wayward journey of finding qualities that can please the most people, after all, it seems you're living life for them which is what you should be doing, should you not?